Windsor Lindor - I am that I am
I am called Windsor Lindor. I am a dynamic stream of experiences that are alive in every moment as I let my ‘Self’ happen in the theaters of my heart and mind. I have discovered that I am more than mere clay and this excavation has no end. I am in a fluid dance with the universe and all of its inhabitants from a place of unconditioned awareness. I am also aware that my true relationship to my 'Self' is central to my existence and to the main character in the dramatic production of my life.
I am the human who chooses to live life fully with an attitude and the awareness of developing harmony. 'I am that I am’ as I choose to open the door for grace and harmony in order to live a life that is orchestrated by my integrated mature spirit. Thus, I am the writer, director and producer of my life. A true desire to seek truth (freedom of thought and expansion of perspective), beauty and enrich my experience in this journey as a human being. I have not completed my purpose as a human being. It is also true that I will one day arrive and conclude this human journey, and though I do not wish it until I have faithfully made the most of my talent and life purpose.
My face is set. My bearing is fast. My road is focused. My way is excellence in action. My companions are few. My guide is reliable. As a result I cannot be procured, compromised, detoured, lured away, turned back, watered down, or delayed. I do not give up, shut up, let up, or slow up.
I do not flinch in the face of sacrifice, hesitate in the presence of adversity, negotiate at the table of the enemy, ponder at the pool of popularity, or meander in a maze of mediocrity. My mission is clear. It IS my values in ACTION. My goals are to complete the process to becoming the mental architect of my own personal transformation and being in alignment with my true destiny and living purposefully in the theater of life.
No apologies. No regrets. When facing adversity, it is on the battlefield where I find humility, courage and the determination to move forward. My eyes are open to a new revelation. The battlefield includes my personal relationships, my inner desires and life dimensions. It embraces my human-family. It is a state of mind, a willingness to find great-love in all places and allowing its light to penetrate into the deepest recesses of who I am. Through courage, commitment and excellence in action, I create for myself the ability to choose consciously among the forces within me, to choose where and how I will focus my energy.
I love reading, observing, thinking, spinning ideas around and I enjoy mental stimulation every bit as much as I enjoy a good meal. In fact, if I had to choose between a good book or movie and a good meal, I would choose the former. I enjoy reading about mindfulness, excellence, leadership, management, emotional intelligence, awareness and purpose. I am fully alive. I am energized and aware. I am fully present, creating my life with joy and excitement, while I navigate the dynamic content of my world. I surf the wave of transformational change, tune in, assess and take my next step purposefully.
This was a challenging exploration and exhilarating, because I had no idea where it would lead. However, I don’t see how I could have learned what I needed to learn any other way. I have discovered meditation and chosen to leave the ghost of yesterday behind and seize the immeasurable power of the now on purpose. I crave the challenge and the encounter. It is here that I am the most of who I am, and where I discover that I am, in fact, more than who I think I am and on purpose, I am the mental architect of my own personal transformation.